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Useless
Sigh 😔 I know I’m trippin’, but I feel completely useless rn. 😣 Who I am, who I want to be, are of no use to my reality. 😧 My reality needs fear 😱 and conformity 🥸 and pressure, 🔧 to create progress and benefits. 🤖 I need peace 😇 and divine order 💫 and…
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Blue pill infomercial
I took the blue pill. This is my story. . . . I wake up at 2 am on a Friday night. Another Friday to wallow in my loneliness. I flip through the rolladex of my memory. To find all the humiliating moments and piece them together like a jigsaw puzzle. . . . The…
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Mother Wound
Welp, this weekend was Mother’s Day. I have a Mother but.. I don’t feel Mothered.. not in a long time. Not for a very long time. Where do i begin to pick up the pieces of my life and make something I’m proud of? How to i begin to move on? When.. For so long,…
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EVERYDAY IM HUSTLING
1/24/24 What is life like for a poor, homeless, writer living in the greatest city in the world?? IT SUCKS! TF? Honestly, what stories could one really expect from a poor, homeless American WITH a college degree!? What luxuries could I afford? Not much. Food cost, Alcohol cost, Weed costs (it’s legal now, so shut…