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Blue pill infomercial
I took the blue pill. This is my story. . . . I wake up at 2 am on a Friday night. Another Friday to wallow in my loneliness. I flip through the rolladex of my memory. To find all the humiliating moments and piece them together like a jigsaw puzzle. . . . The…
anxiety, bad feelings, blue pill, Consciousness, darkness, dreams, evil, fall, God, good feelings, hope, life, love, mental health, mentality, mindset, mistakes, night, pain, poetry, reality, sad, soul, strange, The machine, the matrix, them, they, us, waking up -
An Inconvenient Life
Man. Life is a mystery. A history we repeat over and over. I’m so fucking tired of the machine, the wheel and the grind. Shit. God is to blame. A Legend we fear, Century after Century. No one ever asked me how I felt about coming back to this God-awful play. Act. To Live, is…
Consciousness, God, hope, pain, reality, sad, Self, society, The machine, the matrix, waking up, what’s next, why, words, Worry, you -
God is a woman. I am her.
I am chosen. Before I was born, it was manifested that I would lead, like Moses. That I would dream, like Joseph. But what happened? I grew up. I started to believe that I was a follower. That I should follow others towards God’s heart. That, to be close to God, I had to follow…