Sigh
*puff
Sigh
*puff
Sigh – ๐ค
Higher Self – what’s wrong?
Me – sigh
๐ what?
Sigh
*puff.. what if
Higher self – here we go ๐
*puff.. what if I just stop stressin’?
– Yeah?.. ๐
*puff.. like, what would my life look like?
*puff..like, when shit doesn’t work out, I wouldn’t care..?
– maybe ๐
*puff.. ๐ฃ no, like, I just wouldn’t care if shit doesn’t go as planned??
– …
Plans are great. Goals are better. Are you reaching your goals?
*puff ..well, I can say I am reaching goals.. small ones. Yes. I guess, it’s the things I “can’t” control.. like finances.. and health/body issues, hell, even when and WHERE and HOW OFTEN I work (and earn..). Sigh. ๐ฎโ๐จ
– yeah, THOSE plans.. don’t those things always seem to be murky? Not to be negative but, why do those FAILED plans matter more than SMALL goals being reached?
*puff.. shit costs. Like, a lot. All the time. Everyday. I…I.. I don’t mean to be negative but, THOSE PLANS, make it so that the GOALS can be reached.. maybe as Stress Free As possible. ๐ฅด
๐ฎโ๐จ
At least I got you..
– yep. And I am here. We are here.
Together, we get up daily. We take on each day. We wash our ass. Go to work. Keep up with friends. Post on social media. Eat. Smoke. Walk. Walk some more. Like, most times, we just sit and dream.. imagine worlds where everything is ok and I’m living life without limits or boundaries or barriers. No money problems. No health concerns. No love lost. Pure imagination.
*puff.. life is more than “imagination”.. ๐ it’s HARD work. It’s physical labor. It’s TAXES. ๐คจ
– for now. Remember what’s REAL and what’s NOT. Everything is “imagination” until.. you put in the work to make it “REAL”.. to you.
*puff.. it always comes back to that.. doesn’t it?
*puff.. *stamps-out-clip. Well, I’ll say this.. it doesn’t matter. What does matter is that I’m doing what I said I wanted to do – nothing is stopping me from that. What’s REAL is what I’ve been creating and visualizing for these projects.. and that IS coming together. โบ๏ธ
To Be Continued..